It’s so frustrating to have the person you like not like you
back. I’m used to it, but it still sucks. Like I know some people were meant to
be friends, but what if I don’t want to be friends? I love you. A lot. For now,
as a friend. But I feel like I could
love you as more than that. Usually, I would jump right in. But I’m hesitant
this time. I’ve seen my life fall apart before my eyes, and I’ve lost many
friends because I dated someone I was so close with, and we hung out in the
same friend group. When we inevitably broke up, because after all, this is high
school. But it was awful. And was the relationship we had really worth having
if it meant throwing away most of the things that made me happy? Hell no.
But
it’s hard. When you find everything about someone so amazing, even when it’s
probably not. You look past their flaws, and you love them for all they’re
worth. Their happiness becomes your happiness. And that’s love. But the wrong
kind. I believe everything happens for a reason, so I just have to be
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